The Feeling... by: Saras

i know, you won't care
about my feelings
or every things about me
but just to let you know
this is what i feel

at the first time i met you
i never think that you
will be so special for me

at the first time i knew you
i never think that it will be
the start of our story

time by time
we make those stories
get through the sadness and the happiness
give spirit and help each other
and grow the feeling

you know i never ask this
i never hope this
but you also know that
i would never be able to insist it
to forget
and to let it

because of you
i forget my old pain
but from you i got the new pain
it doesn't matter for me
i still keep this feeling for you
because the one thing that i know from myself
i won't be able to see you sad

every times you hold other hands
i make sure my mind
that you are pleasure with your choice
i just think that
if you're happy i will feel that too
although, i know this's just a fake thought
but i hide all of my pain and show to you that i'm okay
and so i smile for you...

maybe
all the things that you have given to me
those smiles, laugh, tears
and also this feeling
just will be a secret
just will be a memories
between you and me